ibi’s Weblog

hmmmm… the title may seem to be so romantic. but i am not that much romantic.

so this post describes about my friends from girls. but i will avoid their names.

during my kindergarden,i had no girl friends. then from my 1st standard, i went to 

a new school. there i met a girl. she was my neighbour too. and we became friends.

her dad is a very good person,he remebers me everytime,he sees me..

  not only her,my school made me look at all girls as friends,pure friendship we had.

we used to attend spritual camps, swamiji’s used to come. and it all made us pure by heart and soul.

my school days are really my happy days. 

  then i moved on to college, and surprisingly i met the same friend here. but due to college rules

i havent spoken to her for 3 years. this is where ppl differs. my school told girls are friends,but

colls told otherwise.

   girls doesnt mean other girls. let me speak about my sisters. so i have no siblings,but hav lots of 

cousins. first let me tell about my eldest one. she s now abroad. she resembles my mum,and we love

each other so much. from small age onwards we live together.  then i have 3 sisters from my dad’s side.

 i have no deep relationship with them. then i hav two small cuties. they 

have great affection on me. i love to play with them…

      then i got many good senior sisters at college, u can see them at my blogroll. and some juniors too…

   though i have talked about many girls who have walked past in my life.till date all have been my best

friends. to avoid confusions only i have mentioned all as sisters… see how the society is??? no one can 

understand friendship. and note that i havent mentioned as girlfriends,because that word also have been

dampered by the society…ok,bye meet u in next post…

in am back and this time,let me speak about my inner mind and my fears..

actually from small age onwards, i have seen lot of horror and ghost movies.

i have a brother whom watches these movies without any fear,just like watching

a comedy movie. from my first standard onwards we would stay late night and

watch these horror movies. my first one was actually EVIL DEAD. at that time

me and my two elder brothers were planning to go to a rajini movie,but didn’t get

tickets,so we went here. and i was terrified on watching the movie,so i wasn’t able to

sleep for a week. but still i liked it. then its successive parts came, and i saw them too.

and it all happened within my 5th standard. Then my mum told about the movie ‘exorsist’.

she told that,it was the horror movie of her age,and i watched it… till date when i sleep, i

get alarmed at sounds,dark etc…lol… but i have never been afraid of them..

           then after 12years of age,my interest turned towards console games,and here too 

horror games were my choice. not because of the gore and violence. but they have a

deep story line. bone chilling surroundings etc. some of my favourite titles are silent hill series,

fatal frame series,obscure,haunting grounds,resident evil series,fear series and so on.

      now to talk about the impact these things made on me. i have actually become

fearless, have got a lot of confidence, power to stand face to face with anyone. if

u can tackle the monsters of silent hill,then nothing in ur real life will be a matter.

but still, i am afraid to touch a mirror in darkness,because it may take me to the

otherworld….lol….

hi… i heard this just now…