so this post describes about my friends from girls. but i will avoid their names.

during my kindergarden,i had no girl friends. then from my 1st standard, i went to 

a new school. there i met a girl. she was my neighbour too. and we became friends.

her dad is a very good person,he remebers me everytime,he sees me..

  not only her,my school made me look at all girls as friends,pure friendship we had.

we used to attend spritual camps, swamiji’s used to come. and it all made us pure by heart and soul.

my school days are really my happy days. 

  then i moved on to college, and surprisingly i met the same friend here. but due to college rules

i havent spoken to her for 3 years. this is where ppl differs. my school told girls are friends,but

colls told otherwise.

   girls doesnt mean other girls. let me speak about my sisters. so i have no siblings,but hav lots of 

cousins. first let me tell about my eldest one. she s now abroad. she resembles my mum,and we love

each other so much. from small age onwards we live together.  then i have 3 sisters from my dad’s side.

 i have no deep relationship with them. then i hav two small cuties. they 

have great affection on me. i love to play with them…

      then i got many good senior sisters at college, u can see them at my blogroll. and some juniors too…

   though i have talked about many girls who have walked past in my life.till date all have been my best

friends. to avoid confusions only i have mentioned all as sisters… see how the society is??? no one can 

understand friendship. and note that i havent mentioned as girlfriends,because that word also have been

dampered by the society…ok,bye meet u in next post…

actually from small age onwards, i have seen lot of horror and ghost movies.

i have a brother whom watches these movies without any fear,just like watching

a comedy movie. from my first standard onwards we would stay late night and

watch these horror movies. my first one was actually EVIL DEAD. at that time

me and my two elder brothers were planning to go to a rajini movie,but didn’t get

tickets,so we went here. and i was terrified on watching the movie,so i wasn’t able to

sleep for a week. but still i liked it. then its successive parts came, and i saw them too.

and it all happened within my 5th standard. Then my mum told about the movie ‘exorsist’.

she told that,it was the horror movie of her age,and i watched it… till date when i sleep, i

get alarmed at sounds,dark etc…lol… but i have never been afraid of them..

           then after 12years of age,my interest turned towards console games,and here too 

horror games were my choice. not because of the gore and violence. but they have a

deep story line. bone chilling surroundings etc. some of my favourite titles are silent hill series,

fatal frame series,obscure,haunting grounds,resident evil series,fear series and so on.

      now to talk about the impact these things made on me. i have actually become

fearless, have got a lot of confidence, power to stand face to face with anyone. if

u can tackle the monsters of silent hill,then nothing in ur real life will be a matter.

but still, i am afraid to touch a mirror in darkness,because it may take me to the

otherworld….lol….

before we see a good thing,we must analyse the bad behind this,to get

compromised with the proceedings,or we would become sad or mad latter.

so let me start with the bad part,then in next post i will move on to the good part(is there any??)

before i joined here, i had a friend who studied here,she used to bring her 

boyfriends and all as guest  to her home. on seeing this i got a lot of respect

on my college. she used to have mobile with her also.

 then after joining this college, on the first day my hopes went high.

i was surrounded by many senior girls for canvashing.

and i thought that this is the best socialising place ever.

no bad thoughts actually. if u had read my previous post

u would hav known about me.

  then it was time for princi’s speech. he didnt tell about the

college and all. what he told is

1.no mobiles alowed.

2.no jeans and tshirts allowed.

3.no speaking with girls.

4.no visits to girls houses.

5.no gifts should be exchanged.

then i thought why do they join girls and boys then??

the main reason behing co-ed is to promote 

good and pure friendship between both the sexes.

but now in most institutions,it has become like only

for money.

  so then what to do, i havent spoken to many girls yet.

and i dont even know the names of the girls in my class.

but other than girls,my college have strict staffs,

very tight schedules,no tours,no chattings,all sites banned

except yahoomail. it is a perfect place to develop knowledge

though,but if u want to enjoy your life,then please stay away.

and if u prefer a tour to prison,you are welcome.but the foods

wont be as nice,prison or hell would be better. and recently they

have coloured our college in the colour of prison itself.

now its going to become a deemed university. so its

gonna become a torture chamber.

my real name is ibrahim, and ibi is my pet name given by my mummy…

and i am at the end of my teenage,but haven’t done any teenage stuffs

because i am caught up in a college which has stupid rules which aims

on only splitting up boys and girls. let me discuss about this college in 

future posts. so,now back to me. i am a very friendly,sensitive person.

i give great resects to my friends. i love my parents very much.

        During my school days,i enjoyed my life to the core. the school

in which i studied thought me pure friendship with both genders.

actually i never saw a person as a girl, i saw everybody as a friend.

and again thanks to my college,for teaching me that girls are your 

enemies,you shouldn’t speak to them and if you speak,then u will start

to love,then …. blah blah… 

     I love going to a lot of movies, i hear all kinds of songs,i read many books,

write poems etc. so please look out for more posts. bye till then….